Brevity

Last week I wrote about the words ‘snow day’.  It was odd to write about snow because while the country has been blanketed in white, the first breaths of Spring are all around me in the blossoms on the trees and the green shoots peeking up from my bed of Cannas.

I’ve yet to have an official ‘Snow Day’ in my teaching career.  This year it’s snowed twice, once in the first few minutes of 2011, when my New Year’s kiss was still fresh on my lips.  The second batch of snow arrived as I drove to work, flurries splattering on my windshield and dusting the sidewalk.  I took my little ones out on the patio attached to my classroom and we caught snowflakes on our tongues and blinked off crystals clinging to our eyelashes.

For many of my little ones, it was their first time seeing snow fall.  Sure, they’ve seen it on the ground on skiing trips to Mt. Shasta and they’ve seen snow falling on tv, but most of them had never seen feathers of snow floating from the sky.  They stood letting the snow kiss their cheeks, squealing with delight.

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One timid little one stood under the awning, eventually sticking her hand out and watching the flakes melt in her palm.  She cried when they melted and I could only put my arm around her and nod with understanding at the beautiful brevity of snow.

We stood outside as long as we could and then we tromped back into the classroom to read Snowflake Bentley.  Still the snow continued to fall.  So we zipped ourselves back into our jackets again and slipped outside to catch a little more magic.

Snow twice in a year is a rare gift for us.  We can wait for snow for months, sometimes even years.  While I wait, I remember the taste of snow on my tongue.  And I remember the smiles on the faces of my little ones on the day white winter fell from the sky and covered us in wonder.

The SS Cauliflower

Okay, you’ve probably had it up to here with cute stories about my little ones.  (I’m holding my hand up over my head, just in case you’re wondering where ‘up to here’ is.)  I promise I actually have other stuff in the works, but sometimes my kiddos just sweep in and steal my heart and I can’t keep from writing about it.

One boy in particular made me laugh so hard today that I actually had to wipe the tears from my eyes.  This kid always has a twinkle in his eye and he recently told me that he styles his fauxhawk every morning.  All.  By.  Himself.  He’s the kid who writes his own knock-knock jokes and reads them to the class.  It matters little that most of his jokes don’t make any sense.  Relevant punchlines are totally optional in first grade.

Early this morning Twinkle Eyes came in the classroom and whispered in my ear “Tomorrow is the day my mom comes home!”  Okay, what started as a whisper ended up more like an ear-piercing, headache inducing screech, which is absolutely forgivable since his mom is in the military and hasn’t been home in months.  I can overlook a little tinitis.

Later that day, I was reading a book about George Washington to the class.  I was in the middle of explaining why the colonists didn’t want be under England’s rule.

Twinkle Eyes raised his hand.  “England is where the Pilgrims came from, right?”

“Exactly.”  I pulled down the map and showed them England in relation to the colonies and also in relation to California.

“I remember you reading about the Pilgrims coming across the ocean on The Cauliflower.”  He sat up tall, so proud to remember such a good detail from November.

And I tell you, I couldn’t help it, I cracked up.  Not just a snicker behind my hand or a dainty little giggle.  I was laughing so hard I had to put the book down and wipe my eyes on the back of my hand.  They sailed on The Cauliflower!  The Cauliflower!  Even now as I type it, I’m fighting back the chuckles.  Gimme a sec to get a grip.  Talk amongst yourselves.

Ahem.  Okay, that’s better.

As I was having a complete fit, my class sat on the rug giggling at their teacher who had surely lost it for good this time.  Twinkle Eyes was equal parts happy to have made us all laugh and perplexed at what exactly was so funny.

I clicked on our interactive whiteboard and pulled up a photo of cauliflower and explained that it’s a vegetable.  Then I pulled up a drawing of The Mayflower.  I flicked back and forth between the two pictures explaining to Twinkle Eyes and the rest of my little ones how it would have been really funny to see a bunch of Pilgrims sailing across the Atlantic on cauliflower.  By this point, they were beside themselves, giggling and snorting and holding their sides.  And I was right there with them.  Twinkle Eyes was laughing the hardest of all.

Somehow we managed to collect ourselves and have a productive day.  Toward the end of the day, Twinkle Eyes was working on a card for his mom.  I looked over his shoulder to see how it was progressing.  The card was a folded piece of sky blue construction paper and on the inside he’d markered a dark blue ocean.  His mom was sailing in a boat toward him.  And he was sailing a second boat toward her.  I bet you can guess what their boats were made of.  Yep.  Cauliflower.  Cauliflower with little broccoli oars.

My little guy may have to explain why the boats are made of cauliflower, but I’m certain in my bones that his mom will understand the meaning of the card.  I can just picture Twinkle Eyes sitting in her lap reading it.  I picture her laughing at his jokes.  I picture her helping him style his hair in the mornings.  I picture him whispering special things in her ear.

In a couple of days his mom will pack her things up again and fly back across the ocean.  In her suitcase I imagine she’ll carry that drawing of cauliflower ships.  And in her mind she will hold the memory of her son’s twinkling eyes.

Little Love Poems

Happy Valentine’s Day!  Maybe today is your favorite day of the year and you’re surrounded by chocolates and roses.

Maybe you’re spending today in your own good company, but you wish you could just pull the covers over your head and stay in bed until February 15th shows its face.

No matter what today looks like for you, I hope you find a way to show someone you care about that they’re loved.

And to get you in the mood, here are a few love poems written by my little ones.

Here’s one a little girl wrote for her mommy.

Marshmallow Hugs

Mom, you are as beautiful as a rose!

Your hugs feel like soft, soft marshmallows.

I love you more than the moonlight.

XOXO

I love you, Mom!

And a couple for sisters and brothers.

My Love Poem

You are as sweet as a rose.

I love you so much more than my dog.

Dear Brother,

Happy Valentine’s Day!

You are kind.

You are sweet as sugar.

I like you because you share with me and you help me read.

Last, but not least, here is my favorite poem written by a little boy to his dad.

My Love Poem

Your love is soft like a soft cloud.

I love you to the ocean.

You are handsome like a tiger.

I love you with joy.

I am so using that tiger line on my hubby tonight.  Happy Valentine’s Day!

Superpowers

The bell rang and all my little ones rushed in hanging up their backpacks, ordering their lunches, clattering their chairs down, before settling in on the rug for our morning meeting.  We talked about the day ahead and one of my little guys raised his hand.  He is Mr. Personality, always quick with a laugh, eager to please, and enough energy to power the sun.

But at that particular moment, he sat still, hand raised to say something important.

“Mrs. McCauley, I have a comment to tell the class.”

“Okay, go ahead.” I smiled.

Then Mr. Personality looked around the classroom, leaned forward and said “I think I have a superpower.”

I could feel my smile turning into a giggle, but when I saw the earnest look on his face, I choked my laugh back down and put on my serious face.  The rest of the class sat listening, some of them with their heads cocked to the side, others nodding.

“What superpower do you think you have?” I asked.

“When I hear sounds, I know what they mean.”  He sat up on his knees.

“What do you mean?”  I rubbed my chin and nodded, trying to take his claim under serious consideration.

“When I hear sounds or music without words, I know what the music is trying to say.”  His eyes sparkled.

“That is a pretty special ability.”

“I know.  I listened to music without words in the car this morning.  And I just knew what it was saying.”

“Well, I think you’ll have to see if your superpower works at school, too.  Be sure to let us know.”  Then Mr. Personality’s best friend raised his hand, and I called on him, hoping we could get back to the tasks of the day.

No such luck.

“Mrs. McCauley, I think I have a superpower, too.  I’m super strong.”  He flexed his muscles.

“Yeah.”  chimed Mr. Personality, “He is really strong.  He pulled me all the way down the hallway!”

“You what?!?”  I gaped at my little strong man.

“Don’t worry, he didn’t hurt me.  That’s how strong he is.  He pulled me down the hallway and I didn’t even feel it.”  Mr. Personality grinned.  “It was awesome!”

Then the carpet erupted in a frenzy of my little ones telling each other all about the super powers they are sure, absolutely sure, they possess.  I listened to them chatter for a few seconds and then calmed them down to address this very important issue of superpowers.

I looked at their shiny faces all staring up at me with pure innocence.  And I couldn’t bear to squelch their enthusiasm.  They were so filled with magic.  And I don’t know about you, but I could use a little more magic in my life.

“Okay. ” I started. “If you think you have a superpower, like being super strong or understanding instrumental music, then there’s one thing you need to keep in mind.”  I paused for dramatic effect.

Oh, you’d better believe I had their attention now.

“What, Mrs. McCauley, what?”  Mr. Personality could barely stand it.

I leaned in close and lowered my voice.  “If you think you have superpowers, then you have the responsibility to find ways to use your superpowers for good.”

“And not for evil!  Because that would make you a villain.”  Strong Man asserted.

“Exactly.  So today look for opportunities to use your superpowers for good, okay?”

“Okay.”  Twenty-six heads nodded back at me.

After recess Strong Man reported back to the class that he’d helped pick up three different kids who had fallen on the playground.

“You didn’t knock them down first, right?”  I asked.

“No, Mrs. McCauley.  That wouldn’t count.”  He shook his head, looking at me like I was ridiculous for even asking someone with super strength such a thing.

“I was just checking.  Thanks for being so helpful.”

Later that day, my little ones hunkered down and wrote love poems to special people in their families, I checked in on Mr. Personality.

“I’m writing one for my Granddad.”

“Do you want to read it to me?”  I asked.

“It’s not finished, but I’ll read the start.”  He cleared his throat.  I crouched down by his desk to take a good listen.  He picked up his paper and began. ‘Do you hear me?  I love you to the stars and back.’

“Ooooh, that’s a good start.  But I’m not sure I understand the first line.  Can you explain it to me?”

“My granddad died last year and I want to know if he can still hear me.”

“Oh.” I nodded.

“Do you think he can still hear me in Heaven?”

“Yes, I think he can.”  I looked Mr. Personality in the eye.

“But there’s just one problem, Mrs. McCauley, when I finish my poem, how am I going to get it to him?”

“I don’t know.  We’ll have to think about how to solve that one.”

The next morning, Mr. Personality came into the classroom early.  I was finishing up a few things, popping around the room making sure everything was ready for the day.

“Mrs. McCauley, I think I figured it out.”  He hung his backpack up and turned toward me.

“Figured what out?” I asked, buzzing around the room, dotting i’s and crossing t’s.

“I think I figured out how to get my letter to Granddad.”

I stopped and turned toward him.  “Really?  Well, lay it on me.”

“I just have to find someone who’s superpower is flying.  Then they can fly it up to Heaven for me.”

“That is an excellent plan.”  I leaned against a table.

“Can you help me find someone?”  He leaned against the table next to me.

“That might be pretty hard, but I’ll do my best.”  I put my arm around him and gave him a squeeze.  He scooted out the back door for morning recess, leaving me alone in the classroom with my thoughts.

I thought about Mr. Personality and wondered if he really does hear music differently than you and I.  I thought about Strong Man, who was no doubt out at recess right that very second looking for people to help.  And I thought maybe they’re not so far off in thinking they have superpowers.

I’m pretty sure I’ve got a couple of superpowers myself.  I can eat burritos and never tire of them.  I can ride my bike pretty far.  Okay, those ones are more like mediocre powers.  On a good day I can string words together and sometimes even make them make sense.  I’m also pretty skilled at convincing people to donate money to help fight the supervillain, cancer.

And while I’m proud of my ability to fight cancer and more proud than I should be over my ability to consume burritos, I’m left wishing I had the ability to fly Mr. Personality’s poem to his granddad in Heaven.  I’m desperately trying to come up with a way to make that poem fly because Mr. Personality has me believing that magical things are possible.

And that may just be his greatest superpower.

Thankful Thursday #11

This week I’m thankful for…

  • driving with my windows rolled down
  • wearing flip flops in February
  • walking my neighborhood when the sky is clear enough to see the mountains and the rows of windmills turning on Hatchet Ridge
  • taking my little ones to see a play at the theater. There’s just nothing like a theater full of laughing children.
  • the little boy who came back from the theater and wrote in his notebook that he loved the whole thing and it was the best day ever!
  • walking to school and church in Spring-like weather
  • riding my bike
  • fleece hoodies
  • the sounds of kids playing in the neighborhood
  • opening all the windows in the house
  • Love poems like “I Carry Your Heart With Me” by ee cummings.  Enjoy!