Hurts So Good

While the rest of the country is waist deep in snow, Northern California is doling out a premature dose of Spring.  And what’s a girl to do with all this sunshine and temperatures dawdling in the 70’s?  You know what I’m going to say next, right?  I can barely even stand it.  I’m itching with giddiness as I type my answer.

RIDE MY BIKE!  RIDE MY BIKE!  RIDE MY BIKE!  RIDE MY BIKE!

I haven’t been out on The Rocket nearly enough the past few weeks and so when That Laura suggested we go for a bike ride while everyone else watched football, I was all over it.  There is a new piece of the river trail that leads up to Shasta Dam and I’ve been salivating over it.

I pulled on a short sleeve jersey, arm warmers, and snapped on some Spandex.  I peeled my toe warmers off my shoes and didn’t even give my tights or full fingered gloves a second glance.  There just aren’t words for what a delight it was to wear my warm weather cycling gear in February.  It was a fantastic!

Keswick Reservoir

We rode past the Sundial Bridge and along the Sacramento River, giggling and burbling next to us.  Families were out en masse walking their dogs, skateboarding, and teaching itty bitty ones to ride their bikes.

Laura and I rode past Keswick Dam and climbed right next to Keswick Reservoir.  It’s a decent climb and my legs felt every pedal stroke.  In fact, my legs started aching at mile 15 and didn’t stop until I pulled in my driveway at mile 36.

But my heart, oh my heart, was strong and my mind was set.  I would not cut my ride short and I would not, absolutely would not, get off and walk.

As I rode, I couldn’t get over the glorious day that fell in my lap.  (Yes, I know this post is full of superlatives.  Frankly, it’s all I can do to keep from writing the entire post in CAPS LOCK.)  Every turn of the trail had something new and beautiful to distract me from my miserable legs.

The piercing white Sundial Bridge against the blue sky.  The hum of Keswick Dam.  The trees mirrored in the water.  The blushing manzanita bushes.  The backside of Shasta Dam towering above us.  I breathed it all in.

As the sun dropped closer to the mountains, we turned back home.  In the shower, I scrubbed the salt marks from my face and massaged my thighs.  They were quivering and already threatening to tighten up.  The hot water pounded my muscles, drummed on my aching knees.  And as I stood there leaning up against the shower wall, I smiled.

Because sometimes being a cyclist hurts so good.

Thankful Thursday #10

This week I’m thankful for…

  • the sounds my husband makes in his sleep
  • my mom’s chocolate chip cookies
  • my students who popped by my house Friday afternoon
  • Mexican food
  • the smell of clothes in the dryer wafting through the air as I walked the neighborhood
  • the little boy who stayed a few minutes after school to tell just to tell me how much fun he had at school that day.  We didn’t do anything out of the ordinary that day, which made the compliment that much sweeter.
  • Monday night Bible study
  • dollar movie night with the hubby
  • a fresh haircut
  • the little girl in my class who came to school with a silver shower curtain ring on her wrist because “anything round can be a bracelet, right?”  I sense a budding fashion designer.

Bike Love

February is a special month for me because not too many Februaries ago, my own little heart got a big fix.  And that big fix allows me to celebrate love in its purest form.  The purest form of love being bike love, of course.

This February I’m sending you a big bouquet of Valentine wishes.

I hope you find love in unexpected places.  I think you’ll be surprised where you find it if you take a moment to look.

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I hope you find a warm embrace in the arms of a loved one.  And that you take the time to hug them just a second or two longer than usual.

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I hope you’ll be bold enough to let down your guard, to wear your heart on your sleeve.

I hope you write and receive many, many love notes.

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And that each day you find something new to love.

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I hope you find comfort in love that has been around the block once or twice, love that has lasted, love that has lost a little of its sheen, love that has lost all the sharp edges, love that’s your soft place to fall.

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Whether you spend this Valentine’s Day with a few thousand of your closest friends

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Or in your own good company

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Know this, I’m thankful you’re a part of my life.  I think this necklace best expresses my feelings for you.

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Happy February!  Now, go out and show your bike some love.

Thankful Thursday #9

This week I’m thankful for…

  • the roses Terry brought to my classroom on Friday.  I love “just because” flowers and the man who brings them to me.
  • lemongrass soap.
  • these tips on revision that make me feel like my wordslugging is worth it.
  • when the thermometer hit 70.  A little taste of spring in January has me pining for more.
  • skirts and dresses because they’re so much more fun to wear than pants.
  • reading in the bathroom.
  • the bumper sticker I saw that read “Wag more, bark less”.
  • this awesome LEGO cycling gorilla:
from the brilliant site A LEGO A Day

Lucky Number Seven

I got a new little boy in class a few days ago.  Correction, I got my seventh new little boy a few days ago.

First grade boys can sometimes be rubber bands of energy and they don’t always know the appropriate way to release all that energy.  So, seven new boys this year is a lot.  But to my surprise, the first six settled in nicely, fairly easily in fact.  Sure there were a few minor hiccups here and there, but overall they’re pretty great little guys.

So when I found out my seventh new boy was coming, I crossed my fingers and said a prayer.  After all, how long could my string of sweet little guys hold out?  Surely, I’d pressed my luck and was due for a tough one.

On his first day in our class, my new little boy walked into the room with his mother, his siblings and an interpreter.  His mother is deaf and my lucky number seven’s primary language is American Sign Language, followed closely by English.  The interpreter and I talked with the mother, the mother patiently put up with my finger spelling and minimal signs.  And then it was time for the mother to say goodbye to her son.

Let me tell you, my heart stopped watching that mother and son sign “I love you” to each other.  I get goosebumps just thinking about it.

I love words.  I love learning new words.  I love finding the perfect word to express a particular sentiment.  I love the way words feel in my mouth.  I love discovering unusual pairings of words.  I love the way people string words together to create a stunning turn of phrase.

In my teaching career, I’ve had two other little boys who signed.  And when they’d sign, a rush of love filled my heart as they opened their hands and released their words into our classroom.

And when Lucky Number Seven signed goodbye to his mom, I knew, I just knew, that I’d somehow managed to get another great little boy.

What I did not know is that my little ones would feel the same way, that they would be completely smitten with sign language.  Sure, we sing and sign every day.  Songs about the days of the week, the months of the year, and counting.  Rudimentary signs, at best.

But now we had an expert in our midst and at one point on his first day in our class, a crowd of children clustered around Lucky Seven’s desk.  I walked over fully expecting to have to “deal with something”, but when I got closer I heard my little ones talking to Lucky Seven saying things like, “My name is ______.  Can you teach me to sign my name?” and “How do I sign ‘brother’?  I want to say ‘I love you, brother.’  Can you show me?”

Later when we gathered on the carpet to sing and sign, all eyes were on Lucky Seven as he gracefully signed with hands blistered from too many trips across the monkey bars.  My little ones were rapt.  Their mouths hung open.  Their brows furrowed.  And to my delight, their hands mimicked his.  My little ones filled up the spaces between us with their signs.  Their words floated unseen in the very air we breathed.

In that moment, I stood still in my tracks, not wanting to miss a motion, not wanting to miss a single one of their words.

Lucky Seven thinks that I know how to sign.  My fumbling signs have fooled him enough that when we are across the room from each other, he signs to me.  Sometimes I can understand, but most of the time I have to ask him to sign more slowly or ask him to speak aloud and sign at the same time.

He’s patient and I’m learning.

I’m learning to savor the silent beauty of passing our words back and forth.  I’m learning to sign things like, “I’m glad to see you.” and “I’m proud of you.”

I imagine I’ll always think of him as my Lucky Seven, but each day he’s in our class I’m learning that I’m truly the lucky one.